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Sunday, March 28, 2010

Putting a STOP....
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[The post that I stated from "THINGS TO DO " ]

Oh, & btw, My second nephew is born TODAY, 28.3.10 <3



Well, I think I'm seeing things positively already, I don't feel that way when I see another shocking news at Fb feed anymore..NO ? It's just sad that we couldn't be friends like how we used to, because I think I'm stacking up this wall to not cross over the barrier..I'm find myself not being able to be myself and really open up with D like how I used to..

I've been telling this to myself that "I'll be happy if he is happy", and would congratulate him that he finally found his happiness. However, on the other side, there's this side of me telling me that "Go fight for your own happiness, as long as he's not married you should go for it." [fuck, where is this coming from ?! ]

Well, I'm just upsad that he could not be that honest with me from the start..being unsure and all then giving me another heart attack ! Even tho he didn't even know the whole story which Jayden/on and I thought I made it quite obvious...

Anywho, I'm glad that I could actually came through from this that quick, [I spent 2 years of youth, so it would take 2 years to get over it ? ]

Even tho D seems almost perfect, It's time to let it go :D [No idea where this confident in me is coming from]



Once bitten twice shy..


[edited]

So I'm 101% confirmed about his whole commitment, I've just felt like this thing deep inside me has just load off. [ dang, I sounded like a jealous bitch ] . I just think that He deserved so much better, " you say you find I know you better than that, Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that?!" quoted from Taylor swift lyric.

I guess, things are always what you wanted it to be...
Unexpected things like that........ Do happen :C





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